Monday, June 29, 2009


I had a fabulous time with my family. I've tried to get all of them to move here... it hasn't worked. I guess they will have to just keep visiting! It's always helpful to have people visit to get me out of my routine and doing things in Seattle that I normally wouldn't do -- new restaurants and activities. So fun!

Just some thoughts.

Obviously, I've been working on some new things. I have really been in painting mode for a while, and I'm super excited about the reactions I am getting to the new work. I've come across some other artists and other ideas for art, and I can't help but think I may never find my "style" because there is constantly something new to try. I really would love to be good at pencil drawings (I'm not) and I would love to be good at multi-media pieces (I've tried) and I really actually do not want to be good at any design that needs to be done on a computer (probably because I really just can't).

It's so hard to make a living as an artist, to "get your name out there" and have a following... I am wondering how in the world I can produce more work, and more clients, and still enjoy the creative process. I'm wondering how I can do all that plus have a life that is filled with friends, family, moving, remodeling, volunteering, etc... just some things I've been thinking about.

Any thoughts on this? How does anyone find time to do so many things and keep it all in order? How do we ever know what we're really suppose to be doing and how to get others involved in that process? And, I always appreciate feedback on my work -- what is your favorite style and why? Anything I've done that I should continue doing?

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

This week.

Some of my family is in town this week - YEAY! It's great to go to California to see them, but I really do love being able to spend time with them in MY home and everyday life. We don't have many plans, but who knows if I'll be "busy." I do have a great little series going that I'm super excited about -- I keep coming up with random ideas in random places and end up needing to take notes so I don't forget them! I will try to post other new ones this week.

"Well, it's true."

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Just a reminder for all of us.

For by Him all things were created; 
things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible. 

Whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities, 
all things were created by him and for him. 

He is before all things, and 
in him all things hold together. 


1 Colossians 1:16-17

Thursday, June 18, 2009

And we're back

We're back! After a great trip with the family in Ohio, we were delayed in Denver for a night - so our trip back took a little longer than expected. We did have a great time with all the Ohio folks, and shed a few tears as we said farewell. It's hard to have so many loved ones in so many places!

I'm excited to announce that we got new computers! Yeay! Now I should be able to upload photos more often, and faster. I have been writing down a lot of ideas for paintings, and am excited to get going on them. Just to give you some idea of what might be in store: everyday objects and quotes by grandma? We will see. 

Since blogs are always more fun with photos, here is a replica of the Jeremiah 29:11 painting I did recently, but in USC colors, for a high school grad headed there this fall:

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Leaving for a bit.

We are on our way out to Ohio in the morning to visit Daniel's family, so I'll leave you with some of my favorite, or newly found, artist sites. There are some amazingly talented and driven
artists out there!

"Henry" is known for painting free murals all over Seattle. Crazy and bright stuff, but pretty intriguing.

Promise is a friend of my good friends in Arizona.
Her site could keep me busy for hours! Love it.

Sabrina is one of my all time favorite artists. After I graduated college, I read her one of her books and it reminded me why I love art so much. She is inspiring!

Scott Erickson has done live painting for a long time. I saw something similiar in California when I was in middle school, and when I saw this guy at a Shawn McDonald concert 3 years ago at Mars Hill Church, I thought, "This guy is onto something." I love what he is doing and I want to be his friend.

I'll be back next week with news and new work
(all made possible by a new computer! YES!).


Monday, June 8, 2009

Weekend conversations.

Sometimes difficult weekend conversations end
with paintings such as this:

Friday, June 5, 2009

Jacob I and II

I mean, it's not like I'm walking
around wounded or anything...

"I'm afraid to show you who I really am because
if I should you who I really am you might not like me
and that's all I've got." -Sabrina Ward Harrison
I want to understand this ache in my heart...
why it hasn't gone away [it has]
and why I want to hold his hand
and why I'm always asking why.

Jacob wrestled. I did too. Pretty sure I always will.

[Someone once told me "Dance when you're broken open." I've been broken before.

I've also danced. I like that...The dancing part.]

*These pieces are from the summer after I graduated college. That was a bit of an emotional time, and these are what came out of it. They both sold really quickly, so I'm pretty sure people connected to them. I love that - when people want pieces like this, I know I've done what I hoped to do -- evoke some sort of emotion and strike some sort of chord. We're all in the same boat, we just forget sometimes.

[Bottom two photos by Luke Rutan]

Thursday, June 4, 2009

At War...

[Warning: This is a long one. Venture in at your own risk.]

I am at war.

With two differing thoughts.

The subject: customer service.

In a culture based on consumerism, you are bound to have a run in with customer service in one form or another on any given normal day. I've had some frustrating experiences
lately that have led me to this post. It seems to me that there are two sides to every story and even more sides to those stories. My husband and I got married 7 months ago, and we are still dealing with vendors who’s jobs continued even after the actual wedding day was over.

Example A, or good customer service: This vendor was in constant communication with us. Let us know ahead of time what we would be getting and when. Said vendor sent e-mails and phone calls to keep us in the loop on the product we had paid for. When we inquired about certain offers or changes, said vendor was open and honest about what was and was not available, but was willing to work with us in order to give an end result we were pleased with. When said vendor realized more time was needed to get the job done well, we received a phone call explaining that situation. When the product was delivered (early, and as a surprise for us per the request of my mother) and we discovered a defect, said vendor instantly answered the phone, checked some things out on their end, and immediately made changes... then drove to my parents house promptly - literally, within 2 hours, with complete new product PLUS added, unexpected features. Needless to say, said vendor made the entire experience from start to finish... FABULOUS.

Example B, or bad customer service: This vender came highly recommended, had a snazzy website and made a great first impression (you would think all a sign of great things ahead). The wedding day experience with said vendor was "eh," and it only gets worse from there. When told we would receive certain a product the day after the wedding, we looked forward to it! Imagine our disappointment when 2 weeks later, while driving home from our honeymoon, we were still leaving messages for said vendor to find out what was going on and why we hadn't received anything. A couple months later, more details to be worked out with the product... having e-mailed our thoughts and hopes, we figured it wouldn't be too much longer. After a few weeks of no reply, we tried again. A response came slowly. After we responded yet again about the product, we again thought it wouldn't be too much longer. After being told, "I'll send such and such next week," imagine our surprise when we had to contact said vendor a MONTH later to ask for the product. At this point, the product didn't even appeal anymore and we were very disappointed. When we mention this to said vendor, the response we gotten in return was LITERALLY, "I know there's no excuse, but (“but” is never a good sign btw), a couple months ago I got a puppy. I also started dating someone with a one year old and my lifestyle really changed..." A PUPPY?! DATING?! Are you kidding me? How does that even affect your business and the product we paid you for, and the fact that you told me you would have it to us 5 weeks ago? After 3 months of back and forth, our product was shipped and we thought, "Whew! Good riddance - glad that's over!" only to find after receiving the product, that it wasn't right. After all that, said vendor seems to think that we will pay for shipping it back, fixing it, and having it shipped back to us... And I cannot believe it! “After all we paid for, it should be done right, for free... right?” Overall experience… horrible.

And there, I am a customer. In that circumstance, I feel completely justified in saying "You need to get it right at your cost, because we already paid..." On this end, I'm totally flabbergasted that my bad vendor isn't offering more and getting on the issue right away.

And then here, with my art, I am a vendor. I offer my work at a price, plus shipping and handling. I declare on my invoices “I would hope my artistic judgment creates a piece you love, but if for any reason the piece is not satisfactory, you may return it at your own cost within 10 days…”At YOUR OWN COST. So, I'm doing the same thing said vendor in example B is doing. In recent weeks, I've sent out some work only to find that the customer wasn't completely satisfied. As one with customers, I'm telling them "I will get it right, but at your cost..." On this end, I understand what it looks like to BE the vendor: losing money by fixing a problem for free, and seemingly losing credibility for having any problem in the first place.

So which way is up? I am completely flustered.

Obviously, I've been talking and thinking about this a lot with Daniel (my husband, who owns his own contracting business). He has looked into this whole idea a lot as well -- how do you do business, well? He mentioned that Proverbs has a lot to offer on the subject, so I looked there:

Proverbs 10:2 "Treasures gained by wickedness do not profit, but righteousness delivers from death." Basically, in the words of my hubs, you won't win in the end by screwing people over. Treat everyone fairly in a business deal, and that will be most profitable.

Proverbs 11:24 “One gives freely, yet grows all the richer; another withholds what he should give, and only suffers want.” This seems to tell me that in giving, relationships are restored. In withholding, everyone is left with a bad taste in their mouth, and an even worse impression of the withholder.

Proverbs 16:11 “A just balance and scales are the Lord’s; all the weights in the bag are his work.” Or, in simpler words, the NLT “The Lord demands fairness is every business deal.”

Is there any conclusion? I don’t really think so… but I think, in my own (very small, almost legit) business, I don’t feel comfortable ruining relationships just for the sake of making money. I would rather someone leave at the end of our business deal knowing that I had their best interest in mind, and feeling like they could recommend me to anyone because I have a fair and honest business. I would rather lose money than to leave a customer with a “horrible” experience. I know I am a people pleaser, so I need to be cautious of just wanting people to like me, or just wanting to leave a good impression. I don’t want to just have people THINK I am honest and fair. I want to BE honest and fair. I don’t know what will come of this, as I am still trying to figure out the ends and outs of my own business, but I do know that I am learning a ton of lessons, and these frustrations are not in vain.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009


["Somewhere there exists a melody that will make you change your mind." - Ozma]

This piece now hangs in the home of my lovely friends Raoul and Sarah. They bought it when Sarah and I lived together (a long time ago it seems!), even before they were engaged. They are the kind of people that I want to have enjoy my art - people who appreciate it (and let's be honest, people I know, so I know the art is in a good "home"). They have always been super supportive of my art. Love these friends!

Top photo by Luke Rutan (

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

"It's not what you think it is"

This post has been brewing for a couple of years... I wasn't sure if I should share with the public or keep it to myself, but since I'm bringing back some of the old stuff, I thought I might as well. This series of 3 was done the summer after I graduated college, and made its debute at my first art show in Magnolia. People seemed to like the series well enough; they commented on the colors and on the inspiration of the words in the center piece. But, multiple times I experienced the awkward silence that seemed to say, "Nice... ah... but is that... ahem...?" It wasn't until a couple of people mentioned the same thing that I realized the piece on the right looks like... well, some male anatomy. In all honesty, I had never even noticed! When working on it, I glued some raffia down, and then just painted around the shape of the raffia -- it was totally just an artistic moment with no method to it. But I was so embarrassed by the realization of what it looked like that I was tempted to remove the piece from the show and never share it again. I didn't take it down, but it hasn't made an appearance at any other shows since. A few months after that show, my parents were in town and we decided to have dinner with some of our long time family friends from Issaquah. We enjoyed a lovely dinner with them in the U District and then invited them over to my house for some dessert. Because these friends wanted to hear all the updates, we decided to show them a slideshow of my most recent work. It went well until, alas, these photos came up. My mom and I got the giggles, and after some "What? Tell us!" and the like, I began to explain. After thinking through this entire thing for just a couple of seconds, the dad of these family friends says, "Well, why don't you just title it, "It's not what you think it is? That would keep people quiet." We immediately burst out laughing, and I've called it that (to myself of course, as it hasn't been in the public eye!) ever since! Hope that's not too much for you all...

Photos by Luke Rutan (

El Corazon 2006


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